Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Amor

Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really. Harvey Milk

Monday, January 28, 2013

Lo quiero todo

Quiero abrazarle por detrás cuando le vea caminar por la calle.
Quiero darle besos en las mejillas.
Quiero que se ponga celoso, posesivo, que no quiera perderme.
Quiero que me presente con orgullo a su familia y amigos.
Quiero que me llame y me pregunte qué tal estoy.
Quiero que me acaricie la cara.
Quiero conocer su pasado.
Quiero conocer lo mejor y lo peor de su caracter.
Quiero cuidarle, abrazarle, besarle.
Quiero acariciarle mientras se queda dormido.
Quiero sentir admiración por él.
Quiero compartirlo todo con él.
Quiero aceptarle tal y como es.
Quiero que me acepte tal y como soy.
Quiero que me mire a los ojos y me diga Te quiero.
Quiero sentir que me muero de alegría.
Lo quiero todo.